aku bukan lah superman.. aku juga bisa nangis..

korang biasa dengar tak lagu tuh.. mesti pernah kan.. emm lagikan haziq pun dok nyanyi2 lagu nih... inikan korang kan..heheheh... emmm apa aku nak citer nih...?? bukan nak citer pasal lagu nih.... tapi beberapa baris kata pada lagu tersebut... 'aku bukanlah superman..aku juga bisa nagis..'


a gud n close frens of mine...selalu kata... aku nih kuat... aku nih tabah... and i still remember this... from my so called big brother IMRAN "Sid, u're very strong, thats what I adore most about u, the same reason why I always wanted to be close to u" ..in one of his email... (IMRAN if u happen to read this.. many thanks bro for your trust in me..) .. tapi sebenarnya... i'm not... i'm not that strong... aku cuma bertahan selagi mampu... mungkin skang aku dah kurang mampu... kot


tapi itu lah kan.. i'm not a superhuman... definately not... when to many things end up miserably ... i may down.. really down... what i have in my life... it just me... personal environment... with my sisters n small families... and work... what else...


if there's things in my life which need to be settled... but still pending... i feel like arrrggghhhhhh... most of it not really my things... but in other to help others... now i'm stuck with lots of trouble... macamana tu... i learn from the lesson.... no more next time... len kali tak payah lah nak cuba baik kan..heheheh... cuz... when u really in trouble ... no one care.. not even bother to care... what to do... aku dah cari penyakit dulu agaknya... padan lah muka aku kan... but... walaupun niat kita pada masa itu adalah SUCI... kannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.... we need to remember... how long can we survive in this world pun lagi kan... enuff said lah... silap2 kang ngan korang2 plak stress kang.. hehehe..


work place also sucks... i'm a technical person... so... forget about the henky penky with human.. itu biasa jer... it's life kan...but when the machine... the old machine in trouble... i'm double in trouble... i can propose the solution... i can come with ideas... even i can just leave it as it is... stressss tau korang..... but..i'm not the one who can say the total final words... where should i stand... i'm now tired of all this... should i keep it going..till i drop..? kene gak aku pikir pasal diri sendiri kan... ntah lah...or..should i be given a chance to do something else..?????

so.. adalah kengkawan yang nampak macam2 status kat FB aku kan... dan mereka perasan..yang aku not in gud condition... yess i'm ... siap ada yang personally msg n tanya... dan siap bagik solution... to de-stress.. thanks guys... :D ..sebab tuh,... aku suka lepas kerja.. untuk sweating activities.... tapi tak berapa larat lagik lah nak berlari semula... slow2 one can lah...tapi dorang power lah... (heheh.. razif...if u happen to read this..)...


apa pun.. aku tetap akan try to keep this blog.. as what i'm .. takde lah manjang nak stori mori about the melancholy stuff... nanti korang bosan plak kan... food entri is better than all the sadness kan..hehehe.. once a while ok lah... even thou' this is my life... tapi aku bukan suka nak meroyan sesaja... kalau mende tuh biasa dan remeh temeh... dan tak terbeban....but when it comes to the ultimate... i have to... hehe...


so to my frens n famili... i 'm really sorri if i'm a bit harsh lately.. yeah..i did sometimes... but pls understand me... and plssssssssssssssssssss dont forcing me for anything i'm not interested to.. at the moments... then.. i'll be fine.. :D

hope i'm gonna be better sonner...

Comments

Liza said…
take care sis, hope you feel better very soon
RaYzeef said…
you can do it...it's only in your mind. i know you can do it, and i always knew you're not superman. You batman! he he
adenium said…
liza - thanks kak liza... still under control....

rayzeef - yeah... ican do it... bro.. i'm not batman... batwoman... or still batgurl..hehehe

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