to get pregnant...

that wednesday, i went to my friend's house after work... as usual... chit-chatting and eating.... while watching korean movie... she watched the movie for more than 5 times i guess..... hey...her boifriend is korean...one of the topic that make me really think of is ... when she said...'i'm gonna get pregnant next year....' we going to be 33 next year (i'm still 31... but she's a few month older..hehehe)....so she dont wanna be too late for that.... she was thinking... what her boifrend gonna say if she said so......???
that's a gud idea i guess.... i should have a target as well..... but i dont think my boifrend will say anything if i told him.... i did told him before.... after i met the gynae.... the doctor advised me to get pregnant..... to overcome the pain for few months..... but he didnt say anything ......so now i'm looking for husband.... sound easy.... but i dont think it gonna be easy for me....cuz...

i. i do have a guy in my life.... not officially mine.... but my heart's for him....
ii. i have no time to socialise myself soo much... so where can i find my mr rite....???
iii. i'm early 30... so normally the guy at my age is already attached.... i dont think i'm gonna get someone younger...
iv. this the ruin of my empayar i guess.... cuz i feel like... nobody realise i'm alive..... :-(
v. and more reasons.....

sometimes, i wonder, why there's a stetement 'manusia itu diciptakan berpasang-pasangan' ... while i'm here alone.... not only myself.... but there's a lot more people out there.... when that question raised.... people said.... 'belum sampai masa'..... so for those who is already 30's or even 40's or more.... when will they reach the time...???i'm not against the 'takdir' ... but for me... that's the destiny.... the fate.... so... for those lucky people out there.... think before u say anything.... if u believe 'jodoh pertemuan ajal maut ditangan tuhan' ...so please dont simply say anything to them ..(including me... )

as for me... i myself mingle around with fren of opposite sex...(getting lesser now... cuz most of them r married...).... i have a special male fren.... i have my own strenght and weakness...i better dont say more..... nanti naik lif...tekan sendirik plak....

conclusion : i dont know.... sebab merapu byk topic.....

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