where is that someone

i have a meeting this morning.i'm not in mood of doing things, what i have in mind is just laid back until 10 am.since i'm in division of technology, my schedule is thight. when i open my planner for march, almost all column is written with reminders, meetings etc.

i feel like missing something in my everyday life. yes i am.. i'm not happy... people see i'm smiling...laughing.... but inside me, i have nothing...empty....
those days, i have someone to think about... someone to love... someone to care of.... someone to sms to... someone to be with... (even not in regular basis)..someone for everything.... but now that someone is like stranger to me... but in my life that someone is still exist...still here ...and always here... in my heart....

i have no idea, how long i can stay... i know, one day i will collapse. i'm not tough anymore... i'm not what i am..... melancholy everyday....

why the feeling is still strong inside me? untill now i still pray for the best...
everyday i said my prayer... but allah never answer my prayer... (yet to be answered ... my hope)... i still put on my hope for this... i have no idea why... i never like this.....

"susah untuk menyayangi seseorang, tapi bila sudah terlanjur sayang, susah untuk melepaskan"

Comments

sato17 said…
"when you love someone... it means that you give him the power to hurt you.."


be tough sis..
;) everything is gonna be okay..
hehe..

|cik sato|
adenium said…
arigato gozaimazzzz...
ikamichi michiko chan... harako
emm masih mion lagik la sato..

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