.....iT's mY LifE.....

Lonely im so lonely, I have nobody, To call my owwnnn Im so lonely, im mr. LonelyI have nobody, To call my owwnnnIm so lonely, so lonelySo lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely last weekend i was so lonely. peoples are around me. but they left me in my own world. everybody with their own biz. HE also with his own world. feel like wanna talk to HIM. but i have to understand. HE's not for me this weekend. HE just cant listen to me. HE got other things much much more important to be settled. i dont mind. i can admit. when i am lonely... suddenly i received one sms form someone (i dont have the number save in my phone). but the way 'he' sms. i guess i know. but i already said. i don wanna to contact or to be contacted anymore. so i just ignore the sms even i am lonely. yeah, luckily one of my fren had nothing to do last nite. she is there. we just spent the nite makan2 at uptown. missed that moment that we used to do. borak2 till early morning. thanks for being with me. en...

malam tadi aku bermimpi. aku jarang peduli apda mimpi-mimpi yang mengggu tidor ni. kalau dapat mimpi indah, seronok jugak. boleh lah senyum sorang-sorang esok pagi nya. kalau mimpi yang tak indah aku selalu berharap supaya ia tak akan terjadi. kalau dulu masa di Uni, kalau bermimpi mesti sebelum masuk kelas tuh bercerita-cerita ngan kawan. ntah haper2 jer. tapi aku selalu ingat satu ayat nih, aku pun lupa dah mana aku dapat. 'mimpi indah adalah mimpi yang paling sukar untuk menajdi kenyataan' masa di kemaman, aku bermimpi jugak. ada keramaian. kata orang itu mimpi tak baik. ada orang nak meninggal. bangun tu. aku termenung. minta dijauhkan lah. tetiba adik aku sms, sorang saudara jauh sebelah mak aku meninggal. kebetulan dengan mimpi aku agaknya. tapi mimpi malam tadi, aku rasa macam menggangu emosi aku je. aku tatau aku kat mana masa tu, tapi ada air besar. bukan air banjir. aku tatau tempat apa. tapi tempat tuh cantik. air macam berombak. aku macam nak mengampiri air tu. tapi...

dah lama aku tak bercerita kisah2 yang menarik kat sini. balik-balik pasal kerja, dan kebosanan aku tak de aktiviti. haritu aku dah mula beli majalah RASA . seronok tgk resepi2 dalam majalah tu. tapi kadang2 macam sama jer. tapi yang aku bangga, for the very first time aku beli RASA , aku dah try resepi dalam tu. chichken rice . mungkin bagi korang tak lah hebat sangat. tapi aku memang tak tau nak msak chicken rice. actually byk cara nak masak chicken rice nih. at least aku tau satu pun cukup lah. kalau nak ajak kengkawan lepak kat rumah aku ada jugak lah menu untuk dimasak. hari sabtu lepas aku invited ruby lunch kat rumah, plus haziq and his parents (adik ngan adik ipar aku). saturday lepas cuaca tak baik sangat, hujan di pagi hari. tergendala juga aktiviti mendobi aku. bayangkan dah berapa minggu aku takde kat kl setiap weekend. kemas rumah pun ala kadar sahaja. kalau dah berminggu tak menyapu, alamat memang berhabuk lah rumah aku tu. tapi aku kemas kan jugak la supaya tetamu yang ...

i hate to be in this situation very uncertain the feeling towards him grows stronger as time goes by when he's next to me i am happy, comfort but i am worried if he disappear from my life he came to my life rite after i am able to stand again he makes me smile again and i wanna stay happy smiling thank you for being with me for keep me smiling for everything

I walked across an empty land I knew the pathway like the back of my hand I felt the earth beneath my feet Sat by the river and it made me complete Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin I came across a fallen tree I felt the branches of it looking at me Is this the place we used to love? Is this the place that I've been dreaming of? Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin And if you have a minute why don't we go Talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything So why don't we go Somewhere only we know? Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need som...

I spent my last weekend in Kuching. Staying at Holiday Inn in a room for executive club, is worthy for the less than RM200 per nite. I never been to Kuching for about four years. I was so excited once the flight touched down. Feel like I never been to Kuching. Spent time until over midnite for makan2 and Kuching nite tour. Actually that’s for my sister (she came along, since she never been there.) Since I’d been to Sabah to frequent few years back. I can noticed the different between Kuching and Kota Kinabalu. My first word. Bersih dan lapang. Holiday Inn located at the center of Kuching. I once stayed at a very prestige hotel Le Meridien also at the center of KK. With the room facing the sea, with the flat screen tv and DVD player. Rasa macam nak stay dalam bilik je. But once u stepped out of the hotel, u can see the Pasar Philippine, the immigrants, the crowd. Dan bandaraya itu agak kotor. I been to a few other places in Sabah, like Tawau, Semporna, Sandakan, Labuan (still located in...