i am sad

i havent write for so long....i'm not in a mood of telling story either... but i feel like talking to anyone...

ISO file to review is on my table.... i know nothing bout auditing...but ..yet my boss assign me to be an auditor.... now my touch for technical getting less... i'm more to managerial work... am i ready to be a manager????

this few days... i'm really upset... no.. i'm depress... someone i luv turn me down ... really sucks!!!i'm here ...sincere..loyal... honest towards him... but he damn sucks!!!

as for me... i cannot simply forget him as it is... i've been with him for quite some times.. do miss him every now n then.. but i really cant understand all this...

kalau kita tak dapat apa yang kita suka...kita kene suka apa yang kita dapat... it's true...the dreams seldom comes true... cuz our dreams is always superb... without really know who r we... we never measure what we have... but simply hope for everything good...

since i'm with him... we r staying apart... but everytime we met.. i do observe n analyse.. to understand him better.... i tried to be the best... best for him... but i never realise... he may never put and effort to do the same thing.... he never appreciate me... never really care.... but i patiently wait... cuz i always believe... as long as we been together... then the happiness may be ours...

i'm here avoiding others... i really have no idea why he there simply catching others... staying apart is a reason... we did talk n discuss.... try to come out with the best solution... but why he away and come with another problem???

i still miss him.... hope to be with him ...

i pray and for the best and prepare for the worst...

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