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The sugar-free choclate moist and high fibre cream cheese cake from Secret Recipe. That's what i had for my birthday. health cake!!! so i can have it with less guilty huh... :-) . I love the one with chocolate. we had the 'celebration' at shana's place. Thankz to shana for the soto. My thanks also goes to all of you, thanks for the wishes i received from ; SMS: (Kak Ni) : Epi beday. Pnjg umur muroh rezki.. Derah2 lh naik pelamin… Amin ( Abdullah fauzi) : Dah nak masuk 31 doh weh… Selamat hari jadi sid (Azira) : Eppi bday..moga pnjg umur, murah rzki n bhgia slalu.. (Adik) : Hepi besday along…..smoga pnjg umo n dmurahkan rezki.i love u so much… (KB) : Sid, hapy besday. (Kakak) : Hepi bday along…ciuman td hdiah ptma.nnt suar askar hdiah kdua.cyg along.mmmuuuahh… (Zarul) : Hepi besday long..smoga pnjg umur n murah rzki..xde hadia nk bg la.. (Umni) : Happy b’day,dear! ( Juniaty) : Hai….eppi besday to U… may be d coming days n years will bring more joy and luck to u…...

i didnt receive any dimond ring today , yet not also a white gold ring which i wanted to have fo my this year birthday... but ...out of sudden that 'diamond ring' song came accross my mind... even i did not hear the original version ..but my thanks to youtube site... still have time looking that site while googling for some info for capacity planning study....uurrgghhhhh..... i luv this song.. Diamond ring, wear it on your hand It's gonna tell the world, I'm your only man Diamond ring, diamond ring Baby, you're my everything, diamond ring Red, red rose brought it home to you Blood red rose, tells me that you're true Red, red rose, blood-red rose Like a fire inside that grows, blood-red rose When you're hungry, I will fill you up When you're thristy, drink out of my loving cup When you're crying, I'll be the tears for you There's nothing that I wouldn't do for you When you're hungry, I will fill you up When you're thristy, drink ou...

lagu Dr Fazli...bila april.. tu, aku tatau pun kesah pasal apa.... tapi bila april tiba...aku suka jer. kerana pada bulan april ini lah, berpuluh-puluh tahun yang lalu, aku mengenal dunia ini. ramai sebenarnya kawan-kawan kat ofis, kawan-kawan lepak dan famili aku yang bersama-sama gembira bila april tiba... masa kecik-kecik dulu, biasalah, mak kita mesti sibuk nak celebrate birthday anak dia nih... bila dah besar-besar ni, sendiri buat lah... bila cakap pasal birthday aku... (advanced pulak rasa), dulu ada seorang kawan yang tak pernah lupa birthday aku, sejak aku kenal dia, mesti celebrate ngan dia. cuma 2 tahun kebelakangan ini jer aku tak nak celebrate ngan dia (walaupun ada invitation dari dia). bila tiba birthday aku, mesti dia akan ajak aku dinner etc. kalau he cannot make it on the day itself, mesti dia akan celebrate awal. tapi tahun ni, aku pasti, dia tak akan lagi mengingati tarikh itu. walaupun dia hanyalah seorang kawan biasa dan tak pernah menjadi seseorang yang istimewa ...

Lonely im so lonely, I have nobody, To call my owwnnn Im so lonely, im mr. LonelyI have nobody, To call my owwnnnIm so lonely, so lonelySo lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely last weekend i was so lonely. peoples are around me. but they left me in my own world. everybody with their own biz. HE also with his own world. feel like wanna talk to HIM. but i have to understand. HE's not for me this weekend. HE just cant listen to me. HE got other things much much more important to be settled. i dont mind. i can admit. when i am lonely... suddenly i received one sms form someone (i dont have the number save in my phone). but the way 'he' sms. i guess i know. but i already said. i don wanna to contact or to be contacted anymore. so i just ignore the sms even i am lonely. yeah, luckily one of my fren had nothing to do last nite. she is there. we just spent the nite makan2 at uptown. missed that moment that we used to do. borak2 till early morning. thanks for being with me. en...

malam tadi aku bermimpi. aku jarang peduli apda mimpi-mimpi yang mengggu tidor ni. kalau dapat mimpi indah, seronok jugak. boleh lah senyum sorang-sorang esok pagi nya. kalau mimpi yang tak indah aku selalu berharap supaya ia tak akan terjadi. kalau dulu masa di Uni, kalau bermimpi mesti sebelum masuk kelas tuh bercerita-cerita ngan kawan. ntah haper2 jer. tapi aku selalu ingat satu ayat nih, aku pun lupa dah mana aku dapat. 'mimpi indah adalah mimpi yang paling sukar untuk menajdi kenyataan' masa di kemaman, aku bermimpi jugak. ada keramaian. kata orang itu mimpi tak baik. ada orang nak meninggal. bangun tu. aku termenung. minta dijauhkan lah. tetiba adik aku sms, sorang saudara jauh sebelah mak aku meninggal. kebetulan dengan mimpi aku agaknya. tapi mimpi malam tadi, aku rasa macam menggangu emosi aku je. aku tatau aku kat mana masa tu, tapi ada air besar. bukan air banjir. aku tatau tempat apa. tapi tempat tuh cantik. air macam berombak. aku macam nak mengampiri air tu. tapi...

dah lama aku tak bercerita kisah2 yang menarik kat sini. balik-balik pasal kerja, dan kebosanan aku tak de aktiviti. haritu aku dah mula beli majalah RASA . seronok tgk resepi2 dalam majalah tu. tapi kadang2 macam sama jer. tapi yang aku bangga, for the very first time aku beli RASA , aku dah try resepi dalam tu. chichken rice . mungkin bagi korang tak lah hebat sangat. tapi aku memang tak tau nak msak chicken rice. actually byk cara nak masak chicken rice nih. at least aku tau satu pun cukup lah. kalau nak ajak kengkawan lepak kat rumah aku ada jugak lah menu untuk dimasak. hari sabtu lepas aku invited ruby lunch kat rumah, plus haziq and his parents (adik ngan adik ipar aku). saturday lepas cuaca tak baik sangat, hujan di pagi hari. tergendala juga aktiviti mendobi aku. bayangkan dah berapa minggu aku takde kat kl setiap weekend. kemas rumah pun ala kadar sahaja. kalau dah berminggu tak menyapu, alamat memang berhabuk lah rumah aku tu. tapi aku kemas kan jugak la supaya tetamu yang ...

i hate to be in this situation very uncertain the feeling towards him grows stronger as time goes by when he's next to me i am happy, comfort but i am worried if he disappear from my life he came to my life rite after i am able to stand again he makes me smile again and i wanna stay happy smiling thank you for being with me for keep me smiling for everything

I walked across an empty land I knew the pathway like the back of my hand I felt the earth beneath my feet Sat by the river and it made me complete Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin I came across a fallen tree I felt the branches of it looking at me Is this the place we used to love? Is this the place that I've been dreaming of? Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin And if you have a minute why don't we go Talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything So why don't we go Somewhere only we know? Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need som...

I spent my last weekend in Kuching. Staying at Holiday Inn in a room for executive club, is worthy for the less than RM200 per nite. I never been to Kuching for about four years. I was so excited once the flight touched down. Feel like I never been to Kuching. Spent time until over midnite for makan2 and Kuching nite tour. Actually that’s for my sister (she came along, since she never been there.) Since I’d been to Sabah to frequent few years back. I can noticed the different between Kuching and Kota Kinabalu. My first word. Bersih dan lapang. Holiday Inn located at the center of Kuching. I once stayed at a very prestige hotel Le Meridien also at the center of KK. With the room facing the sea, with the flat screen tv and DVD player. Rasa macam nak stay dalam bilik je. But once u stepped out of the hotel, u can see the Pasar Philippine, the immigrants, the crowd. Dan bandaraya itu agak kotor. I been to a few other places in Sabah, like Tawau, Semporna, Sandakan, Labuan (still located in...

Gambar feri tu sekadar hiasan. Tidak ada kene mengena dengan sesiapa, sama ada masih hidup atau sudah tidak hidup di dunia lagi. Masa g SP haritu sempat aku g Penang. Macam takde idea jer nak cerita kat sini. Masa tengah banyak ide nak tulis masa tu lah aku damn bizi. Kebizian aku biasalah, mesti pasal kerja. Takkan pasal rumah tangga pulak kan. Aku dah letih kerja nih sebenarnya. Bukan lah aku tak tahan tekanan. Tapi kalau perangai manusia yang macam2 dan buat2 pandai ni, seriesly aku memang dah give up. Bagi aku technology never fail, human turn technology to failure. Another thing, technology never lies. But human does! My work life will always be my never ending story. Baru ni aku dapat tau satu berita tak best pasal career aku. Frust, sedih, bengang, sumer ada. Tapi aku rasa aku ada chance lagi. Insya allah kalau rezeki aku, tetap akan jadik rezeki aku. Hari ni, aku tension sgt kat WHN. Kadang-kadang aku ni melampau jugak. Tapi kadang2 dia selalu nak ambik jalan mudah. Aku nih buk...

Cuti CNY aku dok lepak kat rumah jer. Eat, sleep and tv, just repeat these 3 things all day long. So unproductive. Saturday my 3rd sister treat us chicken rice at My Mom Chicken Rice. The orange chicken rice café. Linda onn punya kedai ( people said always seeing her with Fahrin Ahmad… sungguh tak berkenan..). About the chicken rice, I would recommend u guys to stop by one day. Aku bukan pandai sangat komen pasal food, but the rice taste good. Lagi satu, kerabu mangga, I luv it. But I found something in it. Better not to say, cuz it taste good and it just a technical fault. Aku pernah cuba ,masak chicken rice tapi tak jadi. I will try again, sampai jadi. I think chicken rice is our family fav jugak cuz the whole famili luv it. Tapi skang I like fish more. Sebenarnya tatau nak citer pasal apa. Citer chicken rice pun boleh layan lah.

Semalam, aku berborak dengan kawan kat jepun ...harini sempat lagi tegur dia... dia masak sup daging katanya.... menarik... yang selalu puji sup daging aku... adik aku yang no 3 je... agaknya bila balik keje... tak tahu nak serve apa for dinner, aku just prepared tu jer.. tengah lapar, mesti lah sedap... then dia tanya lagi pasal cekodok pisang... and finally mintak resepi meehoon aku... (dalam hati aku confuse) .. macam aku nih pandai masak la pulak.... dulu aku selalu jugak masak untuk dia... then dia pun pernah kata dia mesti akan rindu meehoon aku bila dia kat jepun nanti... june..hang sorang jer lah yang kata aku masak ok... yang lain tuh... asyik komplen jer bila aku masak... tapi habis jugak makan nya.... hehehe... tadi aku view buku resepi, apa ntah nama buku tuh... terasa pulak nak beli... nak belajar masak la.. aku emamng tak pandai masak... cuma aku minat jer... kira one of my favourite past time aku lah tu.... nak buat azam baru lah...collect buku resepi.... at least kalau ...

Lihatlah Langit Di Atas Sana Tersenyum Melihat Tingkah Kita Selalu Ada Peristiwa Yang Membawa Pertengkaran Maksudku Hanya Ingin Yang Baik Untuk Kita Berdua Dalam Bercinta Baiknya Aku Buruknya Aku Terimalah Aku Apa Adanya (Chorus) Pastikan Kau Dengan Aku Jangan Ada Cinta Lain Tak Pernah Aku Terlintas Niat Ku Untuk Berpaling Maafkanlah Aku Sayang Bila Belum Kau Bahagia Sejauh Langit Di Atas Kan Ku Kejar Bahagiamu Biar Langit Dan Bumi Meruntuh Biar Jasad Kita Tertimbun Di Sana Tetap Bersama, Tak Ingin Lepas Mencintaimu Ku Jadi Begini

This is about my new friend, WHN. Since I just knew him so nothing much to say bout him. Get to know him from another friend of mine. What u normally say bout your new friend huh? He gave me a call a day before we met. We then just set an appointment for drinks and chit-chat. Nice meeting him. In general I’d say OK. Nice to be with. Nice to talk to etc. I do mention bout the ‘nice’ word cuz everybody want to have a ‘nice’ people around. One thing I can really say that he has a very ‘nice’ voice. Nothing much I can say bout WHN. This is just a word at my first glance. But I feel comfortable with him. I dunno. What ever, I just follow the flow. I’ll write bout this later. Not much time on writing nowdays.

Dah lama tak update. byk kekangan lately. balik dr cameron tuh, internet pulak lambat dan terganggu sebb masalah gempa bumi tu..lps tu saja2 ambik cuti, walaupun datang office. kemudian raya haji dan tahun baru, memang kene cuti pun. tapi tak kesah lah. Walaupun time tuh agak free dan ada mood nak update. Takpelah..apapun bebila boleh post update nih aku pun tatau. Selamat tahun baru, 2007, tahun melawat malaysia. mesti ramai yang berkobar-kobar dengan azam baru. Cuma pastikan azam tuh terlaksana cukup lah. Azam tahun lepas pun tatau oke ke tidak erk. Bagi aku... kalau kita dah berusaha untuk laksanakan azam tuh, walaupun tak sepenuh nya tercapai dah cukup baik. Ye lah baik dari dok list azam pjg-pjg tiap ujung or awal thn, tapi masuk februari jer, ntah mana pergi list tuh. Dah lah memory tuh tak kuat.... alamat tgu thn depan lah plak buat azam. Ceh macam ada pengalaman buat camtuh jer aku nih.... Aku pun banyak gak azam untuk tahun nih. Aku pun tatau sama ada aku patut post tak apa ya...

I always have chocolates in my fridge. Daim chocolate candy, ferero roche, ZIP chocolate wafer, cadburry gold chocolate, jelly etc. emm no wonder I put on more and more weight and hard to reduce it. I just cannot avoid chocolates! Even I don’t take chocolate everyday and it will sometimes stay in my fridge for months. But I can’t stop munching while I have nothing to do at home. Today I get more chocolates! It’s from my friend. Belgian and Korean chocolate (and it was from Korea). I read somewhere, chocolate is good to get you in mood or when u r stress. Am a bit moody and stressful these days, that it why I’m hook for choc! Good excuse huh. Shouldn’t be a problem if u have it moderately, but I sometimes cannot control myself to have more. But I’m worried bout my weight, so I have to surrender my choc. Cannot buy choc anymore and take less choc whenever I’m craving for it. So should I finish it all now? If not, it will stay in my fridge and it totally for me. I dun know. Don’t really...

The year of 2006 just a few days left. The most memorable year I ever had so far. Ye ker? The most precious moment, and no to forget the bad part as well. I just don’t want to list every single event occurred. Just hoping for the better (best) and more productive year ahead.

You Are Picky When it Counts Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. RightYou should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.You probably have quite a few great guys you can date! i have less chances to date a great guys? ooo gosh... so how i gonna meet someone gud then? any great guys out there?? let be my date... ahaks! http://ynr.blogthings.com/areyoutoopickyquiz/

Walaupun belajar di U yang sama, kami mula baik setelah bekerja, bertemu secara kebetulan itu akhirnya menjadikan kami kawan baik. 4 sekawan. Tetapi sekarang kami dengan kehidupan sendiri. June, di Jepun, sambung belajar. Sop, dah jadi isteri orang. Umni, kerja kat Johor (skang 6 bulan di KL- belajar). Semalam aku g kenduri kawin Sop (selamat pengantin baru Sofianita & Kamarun). Menarik jugak kendurinya, different! Biasanya kenduri mesti kita dah dapat agak lauk pauk yang dihidangkan. Aku bukan pandai sangat kalau bab masakan ni (Cuma minat masak jer). Yang aku suka ikan masin ngan satu kerabu ni. Umni kata first time tengok rebung masak macam tu (rebung masak lemak with crystal mee hoon) tapi sedap. Suprisingly, ada laksa penang. Aku nampak laksa tu selepas ambik nasi. So aku memang kene go for 2nd round. Sebab laksa tu kan fave aku. Satu lagi, ada sorang makcik ni ( emak kamarun I guess), pakai tag ‘tuan rumah’. Hah kan senang, tidak lah tercari-cari mana tuan rumah. Good idea, b...

Minggu lepas, aku terima sms dari seorang kawan “….. I’m in luv…… but….” I just ignore the ‘but’. Perkenalan kami secara kebetulan, menjadi agak rapat, berkongsi kesah-kesah soal hati dan perasaan. Seronok mendengar dia sedang dilamun perasaan indah. Setiap manusia yang normal ingin disayangi dan menyayangi. Sebelum ini sering aku mendengar kisah perasaannya yang tak pasti. Masih tidak berkesempatan mendengar cerita lanjut mengenai persaan indahnya itu. Aku harap kegembiraan itu berterusan. Tetapi dia tidak pasti kesudahan cerita cinta itu. Banyak halangan katanya. Tetapi itu semua adalah ketentuan Allah. Walaupun tidak ada halangan, tidak semestinya cerita cinta itu akan berakhir dengan kesudahan yang indah. Aku sendiri tidak banyak memberi komen tentang apa yang dia alami. Mungkin seronok dengar dia happy dilamun perasaan yang indah-indah. Walaupun ada juga bersetuju dengan kemusykilan yang dia bimbang, bagi aku, biarlah dia gembira dengan apa yang dia alami, selagi tidak memudaratka...