.....iT's mY LifE.....

KUALA PILAH last saturday i went to Kuala Pilah for the wedding reception with*** luckily we arrived there just after the rains stop. the dish. if i'm not mistaken, there's also 'pucuk ubi masak tempoyak' and something like rendang pucuk ubi here the king and the queen of the day. Safli Fahmee and Aumil Salmah it's me with ruby and ha, with them. (this pix was taken by *** - ) on the way back. stop at ulu bendul not for picnic, but looking for something to munch ...hehe thanx zoeika for the pic. malas betul nak carry my handy cam for the occasion. looking for another digicam or good camera phone.

dah lama tak bercerita.... skang baru nak bernafas semula.... wpun masih banyak mission yang nak kene settlekan..... banyak bende yang terjadik sebenarnya.... cuma tak sempat nak cerita..... i. famili... macam biasa jer... aku nih ada famili ke... most of my weekend with haziq... dah semakin nakal dan pandai dia skang... rindu sangat kat haziq.... tunggu jer hujung minggu nak dating ngan haziq... ii. work... my work is my never ending story... i realised 1 thing... i luv my job... i came to office during weekend... super boss not satisfied.. etc... but i still doing my job.... i never think of looking for another job... eventhough it is underpaid.... iii. social life... seriesly.......no social life at all.... iv. him i never know what it is..... WHN n me nih kejap ok kejap tak ok...... but i luv him....

I never been to Paris.... but i wanna share a nice picture of paris..which make me soooooo envy.....last year, before i fly for germany, paris is one of my targerted city.... but for the last 3 days time in frankfurt, i opt for bruxxell..... last september my big brother imran, been posting to Paris... (with UNESSCO under Ministry Of Education)... this make me really want to be there one day.... he came back for official matters last mei, i met him.... guest what... he brought eiffel tower for me... really... a mini eiffel tower... last month ..my friend ibrahim went to europe.... in paris he stayed in Imran's apartment ( i introduced my bro to him beforehand)... then he come up with this pic. jeleeeessssssssssssssssnya.... sori bro for posting this picture without your permission..

yesterday i spent my sunday at home. bermalas malasan. Thurday was the JCard member's day at 1 Utama..and it was my shopping day... actually i just grab my needs.... see my shopping list : 1. curtain - i never change my curtain since i move to my house. so i will never think bout curtain for another 3 or 4 years. believe me... 2. jeans - it's about time to change it. dah koyak kat lutut. that day, there's one makcik look at my jeans and staring at me.... that jeans not matching with tudung lah... so i just grab the Levi's relax straight cut -512 3. clinique stuff - all my compact powder, moisturiser, lipstick and facial cleanser finished. i asked for a small moisturiser, but the promoter give me the bigger 1, which cost me RM150. normally i go for bigger 1, but cuz i wanna buy something else i prefer the small one.... anyway... ok jer lah.. 4. perfume - actually i wanna try the new hugo - femme... well u know me...i am the lover of hugo scent... but i bought the lacoste...

these few weeks i was like missing in my own world. ~2 compact weeks for my certification training (but i skipped sometimes for urgent meeting an so on). ~working on saturday ~not feeling well ~sending my sister to penang ~etc

pagi tadi, pagi-pagi lagi big boss dah panggil, bukan apa, brief kan sket pasal nak meeting nanti... then ada lah discussion jugak. pagi semalam pagi2 kene panggil gak... pasal ada aduan user.. takde hal sangat.. cuma problem dengan user tuh jer bagi aku.... ada 2 bende lawaq ni. satu pasal mimpi aku malam tadi.... aku pun tak ingat camner.. tapi yang aku ingat... aku distribute kad jemputan kawin aku kat kawan-kawan... kad tu kaler maroon dan putih... memang kalaer yang aku suka lah tuh... aku tak ingat bila tarikh majlis tu... tempat kat dewan serbaguna TTDi.. huh macam ye jer... tapi masalahnya... aku tatau sapa nama lelaki kat kad tuh.... boleh ke macam tuh?? bila aku bagik kad tuh kat kawan2 aku... dorang macam dah tau jer sapa mamat tuh...? saper erk mamat tuh...? ntah lah...biar lah... mimpi tu kan mainan tido.. .. tapi yang lawaq nya, bila aku bagun pagi tadi, aku plak yang tertanya sendiri... sapa nama lelaki pada kad tu... ???? kad tuh hiasan jer, aku ambik kat kadkahwin.com ...

Gambar terbaru Amir Haziq : Jiq confuse, lepas tiup lilin, kenapa orang nyanyi lagu 'heppi birthday'. cikgu muzik dia tak pernah ajar pun..., Jiq manja sket, sket-sket nak nangis. Besarnya Jersey Jiq 'ballack'. Jersey tuh mamalong beli kat germany dulu.... Jiq nak senyum...

sejak kebelakangan ni, takde cerita menarik yang nak share. most of the time i spent in the office or with my beloved nephew, Jiq. lupa nak cakap, Jiq dah setahun, hari tuh sambut birthday dia. kesian haziq, mesti dia sendiri tak pasti apa agaknya yang orang celebrate tu.muka dia confuse habis. hari nih takde gambar birthday dia. lain kali lah tengok. kat office sekarang macam huru hara. ada pulak that lady boss nak out kan my immediate boss sebab ada orang baru nak masuk. kan byk lagi post lain yang kosong. orang baru tuh lelaki. aku pun tak kenal hati budi dia, cara kerja dia, semua lah aku tak tahu. tapi for the very first time aku tgk dia, aku rasa tak suka. ntah lah, nampak macam bagus jer. kemudian-kemudiannya, aku byk pulak terdengar yang negative pasal dia. lagi lah aku jadik tak suka. ntah lah awal sangat aku nak judge dia sebenarnya. mungkin dia ok. so aku buat tak tahu jer. tapi..... entah lah aku rasa macam i cannot be practical, prejudice win!!!.. sebenarnya, aku taknak la...

Sabtu lepas, kawan sekolah aku kawin. buat majlis kat concord shah alam. bila ada majlis macam nih, mesti kitorang ambik kesempatan buat get 2gather. ye lah time macam ni lah kalau nak jumpa pun sekarang. walaupun tak ramai gang sekolah yang datang, tapi ok lah. ada jugak sorang kawan yang datang tuh, aku tak pernah jumpa since form 3. lepas majlis tu, duduk lepak2 kat starbucks, ambung borak. kitorang tak sempat pun snap gambar pengatin pun. ambik gambar jer sesama sendiri. food kat concord menarik jugak. selain lauk biasa kenduri, ayam masak merah, rendang daging, dan dalca, ada jugak sayur campur dan butter prawn. apa lagi erk lupa dah aku. dessert pulak, mango pudding with ice cream. door gift, ada coklat, aku rasa complimentary dengan makanan tu. then ada cadbury choc clair yang diletak dalam bekas yang menarik. memang menarik lah bekas tu. sebab apa aku kata menarik? kerana ada jugak kami yang 'square' yang org terlupa. dan ada jugak yang terlupa datang balik just nak am...

dah lama tak mengadu kat sini... nak kata bizi... takde lah bizi macam tahun lepas... server2 dan sistem yang perlu aku belai2 tu pun dah agak stable... rupanya... banyak bende-bende kecik yang nak kene buat... takde semangat betul. tapi... semalam tiba2 je ada masalah teknikal yang agak series dan tak dijangka... berpeluh jugak lah... budak2 vendor tuh.. (aku pun sama berpeluh.. nak pikir apa lah yang nak dijawab kat pihak pengurusan nanti.. ) ... nasib baik lah akhirnya bende tuh ok jugak... itulah kalau buat kerja teknikal... bende2 tuh nak fail bukan ada schedule... bukan nak bagitau... tup2 jadik jer... anyway... ok lah skang... so malam tadik dah lah balik lewat malam... pagi tadi... awal2 lagik dah kene bagik penjelasan kat boss.... bende dah ok... boss puas hati ngan explaiantion tuh... selesai lah satu kerja... sebenarnya seminggu dua nih aku tak sihat sangat. nak kata sakit sangat tuh tak jugak. tapi sekarang dah agak ok lah. aku rasa mcam ok. tapi belum jumpa doktor pun untu...

i have something nice to share... it's from someone else blog... If u love someone because u think he is gorgeous...then its not Love...Its " Infatuation " If u Love Someone because you think that you shouldn`t leave him becoz other think that you shouldn`t then its not love.....its " Compromise " If u love someone because u think u cannot live without his touch then its not love.. its " Lust " If u Love Someone because u have been kissed by him...then its not love... its " Inferiority Complex " If u Love someone because u cannot leave him thinking that it might hurt his feelings... then its not love... its " Charity " If u love someone because u share everything with him...then its not love....its " Friendship " But If you feel the pain of the other person more than him/her even when he/she is stable and you cry for him.....that's " LOVE " If u get attracted to the people but stay with him or her without a...

i was away from office for about two weeks, or more...just because... i. i took leave to attend my sister's convocation... it just 1 day but i took 3 days leave... ii. i attended 2nd Annual Wireless Security Conference in Singapore for abou 1 week... iii. it was public holiday.... i am gonna seat for my exam this week... wish me luck....

The sugar-free choclate moist and high fibre cream cheese cake from Secret Recipe. That's what i had for my birthday. health cake!!! so i can have it with less guilty huh... :-) . I love the one with chocolate. we had the 'celebration' at shana's place. Thankz to shana for the soto. My thanks also goes to all of you, thanks for the wishes i received from ; SMS: (Kak Ni) : Epi beday. Pnjg umur muroh rezki.. Derah2 lh naik pelamin… Amin ( Abdullah fauzi) : Dah nak masuk 31 doh weh… Selamat hari jadi sid (Azira) : Eppi bday..moga pnjg umur, murah rzki n bhgia slalu.. (Adik) : Hepi besday along…..smoga pnjg umo n dmurahkan rezki.i love u so much… (KB) : Sid, hapy besday. (Kakak) : Hepi bday along…ciuman td hdiah ptma.nnt suar askar hdiah kdua.cyg along.mmmuuuahh… (Zarul) : Hepi besday long..smoga pnjg umur n murah rzki..xde hadia nk bg la.. (Umni) : Happy b’day,dear! ( Juniaty) : Hai….eppi besday to U… may be d coming days n years will bring more joy and luck to u…...

i didnt receive any dimond ring today , yet not also a white gold ring which i wanted to have fo my this year birthday... but ...out of sudden that 'diamond ring' song came accross my mind... even i did not hear the original version ..but my thanks to youtube site... still have time looking that site while googling for some info for capacity planning study....uurrgghhhhh..... i luv this song.. Diamond ring, wear it on your hand It's gonna tell the world, I'm your only man Diamond ring, diamond ring Baby, you're my everything, diamond ring Red, red rose brought it home to you Blood red rose, tells me that you're true Red, red rose, blood-red rose Like a fire inside that grows, blood-red rose When you're hungry, I will fill you up When you're thristy, drink out of my loving cup When you're crying, I'll be the tears for you There's nothing that I wouldn't do for you When you're hungry, I will fill you up When you're thristy, drink ou...

lagu Dr Fazli...bila april.. tu, aku tatau pun kesah pasal apa.... tapi bila april tiba...aku suka jer. kerana pada bulan april ini lah, berpuluh-puluh tahun yang lalu, aku mengenal dunia ini. ramai sebenarnya kawan-kawan kat ofis, kawan-kawan lepak dan famili aku yang bersama-sama gembira bila april tiba... masa kecik-kecik dulu, biasalah, mak kita mesti sibuk nak celebrate birthday anak dia nih... bila dah besar-besar ni, sendiri buat lah... bila cakap pasal birthday aku... (advanced pulak rasa), dulu ada seorang kawan yang tak pernah lupa birthday aku, sejak aku kenal dia, mesti celebrate ngan dia. cuma 2 tahun kebelakangan ini jer aku tak nak celebrate ngan dia (walaupun ada invitation dari dia). bila tiba birthday aku, mesti dia akan ajak aku dinner etc. kalau he cannot make it on the day itself, mesti dia akan celebrate awal. tapi tahun ni, aku pasti, dia tak akan lagi mengingati tarikh itu. walaupun dia hanyalah seorang kawan biasa dan tak pernah menjadi seseorang yang istimewa ...

Lonely im so lonely, I have nobody, To call my owwnnn Im so lonely, im mr. LonelyI have nobody, To call my owwnnnIm so lonely, so lonelySo lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely last weekend i was so lonely. peoples are around me. but they left me in my own world. everybody with their own biz. HE also with his own world. feel like wanna talk to HIM. but i have to understand. HE's not for me this weekend. HE just cant listen to me. HE got other things much much more important to be settled. i dont mind. i can admit. when i am lonely... suddenly i received one sms form someone (i dont have the number save in my phone). but the way 'he' sms. i guess i know. but i already said. i don wanna to contact or to be contacted anymore. so i just ignore the sms even i am lonely. yeah, luckily one of my fren had nothing to do last nite. she is there. we just spent the nite makan2 at uptown. missed that moment that we used to do. borak2 till early morning. thanks for being with me. en...

malam tadi aku bermimpi. aku jarang peduli apda mimpi-mimpi yang mengggu tidor ni. kalau dapat mimpi indah, seronok jugak. boleh lah senyum sorang-sorang esok pagi nya. kalau mimpi yang tak indah aku selalu berharap supaya ia tak akan terjadi. kalau dulu masa di Uni, kalau bermimpi mesti sebelum masuk kelas tuh bercerita-cerita ngan kawan. ntah haper2 jer. tapi aku selalu ingat satu ayat nih, aku pun lupa dah mana aku dapat. 'mimpi indah adalah mimpi yang paling sukar untuk menajdi kenyataan' masa di kemaman, aku bermimpi jugak. ada keramaian. kata orang itu mimpi tak baik. ada orang nak meninggal. bangun tu. aku termenung. minta dijauhkan lah. tetiba adik aku sms, sorang saudara jauh sebelah mak aku meninggal. kebetulan dengan mimpi aku agaknya. tapi mimpi malam tadi, aku rasa macam menggangu emosi aku je. aku tatau aku kat mana masa tu, tapi ada air besar. bukan air banjir. aku tatau tempat apa. tapi tempat tuh cantik. air macam berombak. aku macam nak mengampiri air tu. tapi...

dah lama aku tak bercerita kisah2 yang menarik kat sini. balik-balik pasal kerja, dan kebosanan aku tak de aktiviti. haritu aku dah mula beli majalah RASA . seronok tgk resepi2 dalam majalah tu. tapi kadang2 macam sama jer. tapi yang aku bangga, for the very first time aku beli RASA , aku dah try resepi dalam tu. chichken rice . mungkin bagi korang tak lah hebat sangat. tapi aku memang tak tau nak msak chicken rice. actually byk cara nak masak chicken rice nih. at least aku tau satu pun cukup lah. kalau nak ajak kengkawan lepak kat rumah aku ada jugak lah menu untuk dimasak. hari sabtu lepas aku invited ruby lunch kat rumah, plus haziq and his parents (adik ngan adik ipar aku). saturday lepas cuaca tak baik sangat, hujan di pagi hari. tergendala juga aktiviti mendobi aku. bayangkan dah berapa minggu aku takde kat kl setiap weekend. kemas rumah pun ala kadar sahaja. kalau dah berminggu tak menyapu, alamat memang berhabuk lah rumah aku tu. tapi aku kemas kan jugak la supaya tetamu yang ...

i hate to be in this situation very uncertain the feeling towards him grows stronger as time goes by when he's next to me i am happy, comfort but i am worried if he disappear from my life he came to my life rite after i am able to stand again he makes me smile again and i wanna stay happy smiling thank you for being with me for keep me smiling for everything

I walked across an empty land I knew the pathway like the back of my hand I felt the earth beneath my feet Sat by the river and it made me complete Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin I came across a fallen tree I felt the branches of it looking at me Is this the place we used to love? Is this the place that I've been dreaming of? Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin And if you have a minute why don't we go Talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything So why don't we go Somewhere only we know? Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need som...