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Mungkinkah bila ku bertanya Pada bintang-bintang Dan bila ku mulai merasa Bahasa kesunyian Sadarkah aku yang berjalan Dalam kehampaan Terdiam, terpana, terbata Semua dalam keraguan Aku dan semua Yang terluka Karena kita Aku ‘kan menghilang Dalam pekat malam Lepas ku melayang Biarlah ku bertanya Pada bintang-bintang Tentang arti kita Dalam mimpi yang sempurna…..

Tubingen- Baden Wutenberg Dom - Colonge

Ini lah Amir Haziq Bin Sabri (Umi dia nama Azira)...@ Haziq 'hikhok' Bila aku balik hari tuh... org dah panggil dia Haziq 'hikhok'... memula tuh tak paham gak... rupanya..dorang dok ikut style aznil ajuk faizal cakap.... alaaa... Haziq nih ada gak darah trg.... arwah atuk belah umi dia... org trg.... skang Haziq dah pandai bergelak ketawa... tuh yang buat maklang dia hari2 nak telefon n record suara dia...

The Government of Malaysia, (i.e Public Service Department and National Institute of Public Administration) in co-operation with Carl Duisberg Centren (CDC) organized Private Sector Attachment For Malaysian Public Service Sector Executives in German Companies 2006 Programme. This year programme was from 19th June until 11 August 2006. The six modules in the programme including seminar, course and attachment in German companies in Malaysia and Germany. The introductory course delivered by INTAN, Bukit Kiara, KL, and the seminar at Colonge organized by the CDC. During the attachment I was attached to Malaysian Automotive Lighting Sdn. Bhd. in Penang and Automotive Lighting GmbH in Reutlingen

***You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One!*** You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single.You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone.However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating.Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around. Do You Need a Man? http://ynr.blogthings.com/doyouneedamanquiz/

dah lama aku tinggalkan blog nih... rasa memang nak menulis..tapi masa takde... tgu lah... suatu hari nnt..bila aku dah berada di tempat ku... di tempat orang nih..rasa mcm terhad jer... dan banyak bende lain lagik yang nak di buat... tuh yang blog jadik tak terbuat...

Dihimpit dicengkam rindu ini Gerimis duka ku Menggamit kenangan silam Resah dan pilu menghampiri Sunyinya malamku kelam Pedih kemelut cinta Dingin kelu bicara Tuk mengungkap rindu Sayang ku mungkir pada kejujuranmu Menolak segala bahgia dihadapanku Kasihku mungkir pada kata janjiku Berlari aku jauh dari cintamu Ku kesali Dihanyut dilambung ombak lara Sepiku berkelana Melayari jiwa nestapa Menggagahi rasa kesayuan Leburlah harapan cinta Namun kesetiaanmu Kugenggam bagai hukuman Mengheret langkahku Maafkan daku Kekasih hati cinta kita berakhir Maafkan daku Kerna ku memungkirinya Maafkan daku Kekasih hati cinta jadi begini Maafkan daku Ku mungkir bahagia

Ronaldinho – The best footballer of the world and he is my fav Ballack – He looks sexy while sweating and so gorgeous in his white jersey Beckham – the scandalous goldenball German Lux – The most handsome goalkeeper after David James Allesandro Nesta – Knew him by his birth date Milan Baros – He is so cute Zidane – No comment … speechless Normally for women, football is about games and the players.

aku bukan lah seorang yang pelupa, selain nombor, aku rasa daya ingatan aku boleh tahan jugak. cuma kalau suruh aku memabca untuk exam tu, ada jugak lah masalah. tetapi sejak musibah itu , aku perasan, aku jadik pelupa. sudah banyak kali bila lupa dimana aku jumpa seseorang itu. padahal, baru minggu lepas aku ada meeting atau discussion dengan mereka. aku perlu jot down somewhere setiap tugasan yang aku perlu siapkan. sampai macam tu sekali. haritu, boss minta aku cari info pasal sesuatu, tapi aku siapkan satu task lain dulu. then, aku langsung tak ingat hingga boss aku tanya balik. kenapa lah aku skang ni... minggu lepas aku tanya sesuatu pada kawan pejabat, kawan aku kata "awak dah tanya saya semalam soalan tu", aku diam jer la. hujung minggu baru ni, aku nak cerita sesuatu kat sorang kawan ni, pasal satu isu, nak tanya pendapat dia. nak tau dia jawap apa? " aku tau pun pasal kau cerita kat aku haritu (minggu lepas)". aku terdiam. aku bagitau kawan aku tuh masalah...

very soon, people will start concerntrate on world cup. everything will be bola.. as for me i go for BRAZIL. my fav player - ronaldinho . i almost not watching football when i'm alone. not really understand. but i like football. those days, used to watched football with friends. my x dear is a football player and MU die hard fan. liverpool is for myself. but u might see i'm in MU jersey. malas nak gaduh2, if i gave him company for EPL matches, of course i on his site. emm he looks good in barca jersey... macam ronaldinho jer. but i dont like to c him with his green-white stripes - celtic's. tak kena ngan kaler kulit kot. but i wont care anymore. too many world cup magazines in the market now. taktau nak pilih yang mana. i was thinking of buying a few. kalau dulu boleh export somewhere, tapi tak lagi sekarang, so i better save money on something else. wanna buy jersey, of course the yellow-green - brasil, but the white for deutsch look gorgeous too. beli kemudian la. last w...

“ Mimpi yang indah, adalah mimpi yang Paling sukar untuk menjadi kenyataan” Aku lupa, dari mana aku jumpa ungkapan itu. Kalau tak silap dari sebuah novel tulisan Shamsiah Mohd Nor ( mungkin penulis lain ) yang aku baca semasa di Universiti dulu. Tetapi ungkapan itu masih aku ingat sampai ke hari ini. Memang seronok apabila bermimpi indah di malam hari, tetapi apabila terjaga, realitinya tidaklah seindah mimpi tersebut. Sebab tu agaknya orang kata mimpi itu permainan tidur. Macam-macam cerita pasal mimpi kalau nak dicerita. Kata orang mimpi tu terbalik, kalau indah jadik sebaliknya, begitu juga mimpi buruk. Terpulanglah macam mana kita nak tafsirkan mimpi-mimpi tersebut. Tapi aku rasa, semua orang seronok kalau mimpi-mimpi indah tersebut menajdi kenyataan. Ada orang kata juga, kalau kita bermimpi dimalam hari, dan ingin orang tersebut juga mimpikan kita, terus terbalikan bantal yang kita gunakan. Kalau orang tersebut masih tidur, dia akan mimpikan kita. Emm… masuk akal ker? Pernah jug...

Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.

Apa Artinya Cinta - Melly & Ari Lasso tiba-tiba engkau ada kemudian engkau hadir laksana kerdil ku memeluk lihat aku lebih dalam di matamu ku melihat ada cinta yg tersirat sirami hati merebak barangkali aku salah ku terdiam bukan bisu tahu engkau besar malu tutupi rasa gelisah biar saja waktu nanti yg menikmati kisah ini bersamamu aku senang belum juga kah kau menyadarinya akulah yg pantas untuk kau cintai di bawah langit biru aku bersumpah diriku tanpamu apa artinya cinta cinta ini sudah menelan waktuku siang malam hanya untuk pikirkan engkau sejuta kali aku berani bersumpah diriku tanpamu apa artinya cinta dah banyak kali dengar lagu ni, tapi aku tak paham apa yang nak disampaikan. Apapun, aku suka dengar muziknya.

These few months, I’ve been actively participate in emailing SESMA Alumni group. We discuss everything, our good and bad memories during our stay in SESMA, current issues, even nasi dagang Mok Ngoh was one of hot topic. We’re from various batches, as for myself I was from the year of 93. Sometimes we just ‘kutuk’ each other, say if we are from different sport houses. Red, blue, yellow and green. But green like never exist in our discussion group. There are, Bro Yuzdi and Bro Saiful of 83, Bro Tarmizi of 86, Bro Wan Mokhtar, Bro Fauzi ( very few posting now), Sis Hayati, Sis Fatimah of 90, Sis Salmiah of 88, then, Abdullah Fauzi and Mazani of 92 last but not least, Senget and myself. Last week they organized a small get together somewhere Taman Melati, but I’m not feeling well and missed that event. We plan to have ‘suka-suka’ futsal and gathering and one night at SESMA. Tonight the ‘suka-suka’ futsal still proceed, even just few of us came and just few of the few played. Big thanks to ...

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku. Seandainya telah kau catatkan ****** miliku tercipta untukku Dekatkan dia padaku Satukan hatinya dan hatiku Titipkanlah kemesraan Di antara hati kami Agar kebahagiaan itu kekal abadi Tetapi ya Allah, Seandainya telah Engkau takdirkan, ****** bukan milikku. Bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku. Luputkanlah dia dari ingatanku. Dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan. Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirmu. Sesungguhnya apa yang telah Engkau takdirkan Adalah yang terbaik buat diriku dan dirinya Kerana Engkau Maha Mengetahui. Segala yang terbaik buat hamba-Mu ini… Ya Allah yang maha penyayang Berikan aku kekuatan agar aku rasa bahagia Gantikan yang telah hilang Tumbuhkan kembali yg telah patah Meskipun tidakkan sama dengan dirinya

Today, after smsing Imran, I found he is in INTAN, I went to see him at auditorium. He going to be posted to Paris ( very soon ). I’m happy for him. I knew he deserve it. So he definitely will not join the attachment program which we going to attend middle of June. Sad. During lunch time, he came to my office and again. Nothing else but borak-borak as usual. Today I felt like being in INTAN in yester years. Met Imran ( now at PSD ), Zairi ( now at MOF ) then call me, asking something. Chat over the net with Rahim ( now at INTAN Swak ). Imran said, the attachment will start this 19 Jun, but I haven’t received any official letter. My boss did ask me, but I cannot confirm her anything before the offer letter. Waiting and waiting. But I really need to get myself off from office for a while. Hopefully I’ll manage to complete some task given – ( all the purchasing part, approval etc ). So, by the time I come back, all the servers will be ready for deployment, installation, migration etc. Ras...

Last Saturday, 20 May, PERJASA – IBM organized a treasure hunt from Putrajaya to Port Dickson. I went to Putrajaya with Hani and my other colleagues. We arrived Putrajaya about 8am. I was in group 7 ( Xeon ) – Zuki, Nazli, Ezianee and myself. My former Boss, Dato’ Dr. Raja Malik joined the hunting as well. We start hunting at 9.15 am, after breakfast, briefing etc. Hunting all the way from Putrajaya to Port Dickson, with Ezianee’s RAV4. Been through Kajang, Bangi, Nilai and all the never-been-places between Nilai and Seremban. We almost lost at Nilai. This is my very first experience in TH. It’s not easy to get the answer for the tricky questions. As for myself, I only can spot and answer very few questions compare to my other team mates. Once we arrived PD, we found the questions getting tougher ( or we already tired ). We finally arrived Gouman Hotel about 2.30pm. After completed the task given, I was thinking of zzzzzzz -nap ( sleep probably ). I shared room with Suzie. Really but w...