That Special Someone

I met him early this year, it was February, 14. That is my first visit to Tawau on official trip. The first time I saw him, my heart said something, but I don’t wanna put so extension on anyone anymore. It’s hurt if it this feeling turns out of plan.

As time goes by, we keep in touch on emailing each other. Then via smsing. I can’t really notice when we become so closed. But now he is my special someone.

There must be something in him. I have no idea on how I can be super duper patience in this relationship. We are staying apart, meeting each other is not daily or weekly agenda like what other couples use to do.

To be with him is not that easy for me. He is kinda ignorance and not easy to speak out his heart. But I learn it day by day. As long as he is sincere as what I treat him, I don’t really bother if he is not like what I’m expected. My feeling on him grows stronger each day. I hope the same thing on his site.

Dear, I hope this relationship last forever.

Melly feat Kris Dayanti - Cinta
Menapak jalan yang menjauh
Tentukan arah yang ku mau
Tempatkan aku pada satu peristiwa
Yang membuat hati lara

Didekat engkau aku tenang
Sendu matamu penuh tanya
Misteri hidup akankah menghilang
Dan bahagia di akhir cerita

Cinta.... tegarkan hatiku
Tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau
Naluriku berkata
Tak ingin terulang lagi
Kehilangan cinta hati
Bagai raga tak bernyawa

Aku..... junjung petuamu
Cintai dia yang mencintaiku
Hatinya dulu berlayar
Kini telah menepi
Bukankah hidup kita skhirnya harus bahagia


Bagaimanapun hidup hanya cerita
Cerita tentang meninggalkan dan ditinggalkan
Cinta...........

yee haa

Yesterday, I went to IBM open house at KLGCC. The foods served are not so marvelous. I met my old buddies there, Jepp and Tom. They both look different. Jepp look chubby, luckily he recognized me, but forget my name, and tell Tom I’m around. Tom is physically different but still like what he used to during that campus time. It is nice catching with them again. Plan for some ‘open table’ someday. Just for coffee and updating on each other.

Those days in UKM, I am not well known student. Hanged around with girls group and mix up with guys occasionally. I am one of ‘budak skip’ group. The small population in the faculty. I am not joined the ‘budak skip’ group or matriculation express group. But most of my friends from Kuala Pilah matriculation center. There is where I learn bout life. But I’m not struggling much on study. Luckily I’m graduated on time, even though the results turn out as an average class. I’m now on my way getting my masters degree. Time to finalized my writing, after a year completed.

After my oral defend last two weeks, I felt de motivated to further another step more. I have no idea. I knew my father really wants me to have that title in front of my name. After I failed to get the MD title, I promised to get my doctorate. Whatever, if it’s there for me, I’ll go for it. Ayah, if it’s not me, kakak or adik may get that title then.