Wednesday, August 31, 2005

a words behind the name....

today i hit at this site. www.kabalarians.com i did hit this site few years back, but now it is totally new interface. now u have to pay for the info u requested. i still manage to get the translation of my name, but now they put it in a very economical way. guess what??this is what they say bout my name... what say u?

Your first name of Rosida has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight.

i did search for few others name as follows:

As Sofian you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. Difficulty in expression results in your being too positive, blunt, and candid in speech. Although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof.

The name of Azira creates a friendly, sociable, charming nature, but causes you to be too easily influenced by others. While you find it easy to meet and mix, and can appear agreeable and compromising in conversation, you can become unbending and forceful if pressed too far. Others learn that you cannot be told what to do and you seldom change your mind once it is made up. You prefer situations that allow a degree of independence, but are reluctant to take on a demanding work-load or responsibility.

The name of Zuraida brings opportunities for success in business and financial accumulation. It fires you with ambition and promotional ideas, ideas that are original, progressive, and large-scale. With this name, success to you is a foregone conclusion, for you cannot conceive any reason for not reaching all your goals, as you have self-sufficiency, supreme confidence, boundless energy, and enthusiasm. As long as you have a sense of freedom from monotony and drudgery, and can see progress being made, you feel buoyant and optimistic.

The name of Aznida creates a friendly, sociable, charming nature, but causes you to be too easily influenced by others. While you find it easy to meet and mix, and can appear agreeable and compromising in conversation, you can become unbending and forceful if pressed too far. Others learn that you cannot be told what to do and you seldom change your mind once it is made up. You prefer situations that allow a degree of independence, but are reluctant to take on a demanding work-load or responsibility.

Tuesday, August 30, 2005


spring song, but i forget the title....

... this song is from Sam, many thanks for this dedication, thanks for your positive perception towards me. thanks for being my friend and a big brother. thanks for understand me. many thanks for everything. i do remember u as my very good friend.. for ever n ever........

..

Biar di mana

Engkau di letakkan

Dipersada indah

Dilipur lembah

Biar terselindung

Dalam kegelapan

Sinar cahaya tetap berkilau

Ingin aku hampiri

kanan dan kiri jalan berduri

Bila kau jauh

Kosong hidup ku tak bererti

Aku berkeyakinan

Ketulusan menerangi jalan

Biar betapa sukar

Biar dicabar aku

Sabar………….

Sesuatu yang bernilai

Tidak mudah ku gapai

Dibiarkan kaca

Kilat bercahaya

Tetapi berharga

Benarlah kata pepatah

tak kenal makanya tidak cinta

Sejak berkenalan Mendalam kajian

Mudah ku bezakan

Kaca dan intan

tHis SoNg is FoR soMe 1 iN sANdAkAN .....

Lonely no more

Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
But words are only words
Can you show me something else
Can you swear to me
That you’ll always be this way
Show me how you feel
More than ever, baby [chorus]

Well, I don’t wanna be lonely no more
I don’t wanna have to pay for this
I don’t want another lover at my door
It’s just another heartache on my list
I don’t wanna be angry no more
You do know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don’t wanna be lonely anymore
Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh

Now it’s hard for me
When my heart’s still on the mend
Open up to me
Like you do your girlfriends
And you sing to me and it’s harmony
Girl, what you do to me is everything
Make me say anything just to get you back again
Why can’t we just try

[chorus]
I don’t wanna be lonely no more
I don’t wanna have to pay for this
I don’t want another lover at my door
It’s just another heartache on my list
I don’t wanna be angry no more
You do know
I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don’t wanna be lonely anymore
Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh...

What if I was good to you
What if you were good to me
What if I could hold you till
I feel you move inside of me
What if it was paradise
What if we were symphonies
What if I gave all my life
To find some way to stand beside you

[chorus]
I don’t wanna be lonely no more
I don’t wanna have to pay for this
I don’t want another lover at my door
It’s just another heartache on my list
I don’t wanna be angry no more
You do know
I who could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don’t wanna be lonely anymore
Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh

I don’t wanna be lonely anymore
I don’t wanna be lonely no more
I don’t wanna be lonely no more
I don’t wanna be lonely anymore

Monday, August 29, 2005

Bizi bee…. This past few days, I feel like a bee…. Not the queen bee, but I’m just like a small soldier in the bees community. Independent day is just around the corner. Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka! (3 times only). I never been to Dataran Merdeka or any other places to celebrate. Not even count down. But this year I can proudly say, I gonna be one of the bee in the parade. (but I’m not proud of the purple costume, some says it looks like ‘baju kungfu’. Yes it is.).
Not in working mood today, or I can say this week, but I need to do so many assignment, 2 reports for networking (management and technical), report for skype (my assignment for up coming project), polish my report for pemantauan sekolah bestari (SMK Elopura – my fav school , err… I might have a better words for the school or the teacher perhap – hidden ), what else?
I’m leaving this office soon. There are a few reasons for me to feel happy for it, but thousands of reasons for me to feel sad. I’m happy I’ll get my F44 (to be promoted). But I’m leaving my frenz here (even I’m not too close with most of them, but a few), Sam, Apish, Suras, Kak Iza, Jun, Aza etc (hey it’s gonna be a friends directory if I’m listing all of u guyz, sorry. But I’ll never forget). They might not bother of my existence. It’s ok, I don’t really mind. Huh.. I’m waiting for my transfer order.
Friendship, is a word I need to clarify. I just have very few good frens, even if I name it, it cannot be more than the fingers I have. Some says I’m different. If you’re my good friend, I treat you a bit different from others. We can share stories, experiences and more. But it doesn’t mean that I’m your special someone in your life. Cuz I do have a special someone out there.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005



Adenium, very hard for me to find a suitable name for my blog. I tried so many times, but failed. Finally it comes adenium, a friend of mine said, it is a flower ( she did say the name, but I forgot). Today, I typed adenium in the google’s search column, the word desert rose pop-up. I never know adenium, until I move to my new house. The street’s name is adenium.
Don’t u think adenium is a nice name? If I have a baby girl, I gonna call her adenium, :D.
But now, it’s gonna be me… a desert rose. Hey frenz, does desert rose matching me? A moderate and ordinary girl (sometimes I need to be xtereme to achive the goals), enjoying a very simple life (but looking forward for a well structured and better life someday), easygoing but never put an effort to make a first move on relationship (err… but if I think I have to do it for some good reason, or… I’m the item of the subject … I will :p ), ignorance (most of them said ..sombong.), work harder for certain things, something, anything or everything…..